Saying Goodbye

I don’t believe in goodbyes. They are cruel, sad, and unnecessary. One week from today I leave to start a new adventure and I am truly frightened. A new set of eyes and a new inward strength are the only things that will keep me safe. People come and go, but it’s the ones that make such an impression, they never…

Lonely Succession

Fear of loneliness was the topic of discussion today for me. Wondering if I will ever find a true soul mate and if I do, will I actually let them in so I may experience true love? Thoughts emerging this morning almost lead to a breakdown for me. I stuffed the emotion unfortunately, which is…

FootJoy’s Adventure

Today, I had a very eventful day. Eggs, bacon, and blueberry pancakes, sun bathing by the pool, team building exercises, and last but not least a round of golf with 3 amazing people. Last time I had ever swung a club was 10 years ago! Had a few really good shots, aaaannnd, a few very…

Like a handless…

Like a handless clock with numbers, an infinite of time… Ben Harper Missing my Nana so much, words cannot express. Even though it has been 12 years since her passing, I have never truly grieved over this. Thoughts race through my mind, what could I have done differently? Why did I have to yell at…

Morning Joy

A change has taken place in my life. I no longer despise the name my mother gave me, Joy. It has taken me a while to appreciate my name and live up to it. I still have quite a bit of appreciation to gain, but I am on way. Growing up with the name Joy…

Next Chapter

Within the past few months there have been experiences in my life so profound… When the question of “who are you?” comes up, I am stumped. Figuring this out will be the milestone of my life and I look forward to it. Some may say I am a loving, creative, smart, successful woman. You most…